Dreams 2009.07.02

In my first dream I was working in a theater, and my boss and I had a dustup over something stupid. She yelled at me and then fired me. I said, “Fine, but you’d better give me my last paycheck right now, and in CASH!” before leaving. I was a little upset because I knew I needed the money and Travis would be angry with me for losing that job, but I guess I had another job, because I went there. The other job was in a building which was like an apartment building of swimming pools. Rich and famous people paid to have access to private swimming pools. My job was to pick up the patrons’ belongings so the cleaning crews could do their work without accidentally throwing something away. I went to work, but I was told that some really famous people were coming and that my boss didn’t want me there for whatever reason. So I left. As I was leaving, Steven Tyler from Aerosmith was standing outside his pool with some security people. I waved and said, “Hi, Steven!” and he waved and said “Hi” back. I though he was a pretty decent guy for that.

In my other dream I had been on hormones for about a year but only had tiny breasts, and my doctor and some friends were pressuring me to get implants. They had an intervention to try and make me see that I needed bigger breasts. I told them to leave me alone and to give the hormones a chance to do their job.

Dreams 2009.07.02

In my first dream I was working in a theater, and my boss and I had a dustup over something stupid. She yelled at me and then fired me. I said, “Fine, but you’d better give me my last paycheck right now, and in CASH!” before leaving. I was a little upset because I knew I needed the money and Grace would be angry with me for losing that job, but I guess I had another job, because I went there. The other job was in a building which was like an apartment building of swimming pools. Rich and famous people paid to have access to private swimming pools. My job was to pick up the patrons’ belongings so the cleaning crews could do their work without accidentally throwing something away. I went to work, but I was told that some really famous people were coming and that my boss didn’t want me there for whatever reason. So I left. As I was leaving, Steven Tyler from Aerosmith was standing outside his pool with some security people. I waved and said, “Hi, Steven!” and he waved and said “Hi” back. I though he was a pretty decent guy for that.

In my other dream I was a transsexual who had been on hormones for about a year but only had tiny breasts, and my doctor and some friends were pressuring me to get implants. They had an intervention to try and make me see that I needed bigger breasts. I told them to leave me alone and to give the hormones a chance to do their job.

In most of my recent dreams I’ve just been female, or neuter. Only a few have had a sense of “maleness” to them. Some, like this last one (and the one from the other day) have featured me as an out transsexual. Maybe my brain is trying to tell me something...